Forgive My Unholy Desire, Doctor

Synopsis

I am Grace, twenty-one, dragged into a psychiatric consultation by my mother after she discovers the adult toys hidden in my room. The doctor she trusts most is Dr. Augustine—the older neighbor I have secretly fantasized about for years.​ He makes me describe every forbidden thought, then asks me to demonstrate what I do when I am alone. My mother is outside the door, nurses are only steps away, and the controlled doctor slowly becomes the man giving every command. Video follow-ups, home visits, and locked hospital offices turn our secret into an addiction.​ When my mother’s friend photographs us together, hiding is no longer possible. The more my mother tries to separate us, the more reckless and devoted we become. And when I discover I am pregnant, Augustine proves that I was never just his secret—he is ready to build his entire future around me.